Apartment 5F

Jackahmmers outside my window
Woke me up again today
And all the voices in my head
Well, it's so hard to make them go away

Staying out all night
Lookin for something I'll never find
I'm fighting myself
And I'm losing control of my mind

I reached out in anger
I reached out in love
I lived a life of self abuse
I prayed to the heavens above

Jackahmmers outside my window
Woke me up again today
And all the voices in my head
Well, it's so hard to make them go away

Looking for some new stimulation
But all of these things, they just never last
I know I have to move foward
But I keep holding on to the past

I just wanna be happy
With the way things are
I just wanna look up at the sky at night
And appreciate the stars

Destruction leaves an empty space
In emptiness again I begin to create
Feeling good again now, in some new kind of way
Feeling good again now