...And The Flame Dies Out Again

Potpourri of uselessness
Sit with much pain as I watch a summer go by with the boredom of watching paint dry
Why this time? Gone away. Nothing good can ever stay
Basic freedom, cigarettes and free pornography
It always takes so much longer to find out what you want, not to get it
Of course I don't know the latter or how to do the first
Once I occupy myself I'll end the hurt
And the flame dies out again
Gotta answer to someone else. Now emotions rear their blistered calloused heads
I worked myself too hard by not working at all
I swear to God, I'll get back at me once the summer leaves unfall
I always have a chance but blow it just like I can spare it
It can't pass me by anymore. Why am I sad?
Out with the bogus, in with the rad
I'm gonna change my world, I'm gonna have a blast
I'm gonna rock and roll, I'm gonna play it fast
So controlled by education
Taught myself to think too much
Look back realized I'm not so...
Fucked up, ditched out, failed, won, who cares?
Ate, drank, puked, shat, brushed, washed, dressed, worked, played, so what?
I've got the rest of my life to do what they want me to do
Now I'll only have one set rule
Don't let another summer pass me by