A Million Pieces on the Ground

At the bottom of your ocean
In the midst the commotion
I was diving in your sea
With a knife in between my teeth

In a barrel over the falls
It occured to me why you jumped
You're better off where you are
Seems my paddle was your arm

Now I'm sailing through the air
No one has to trust me here
Nothing is a could have been
Nowhere safe for me to land
Now I'm floating back to earth
Hurtling on my return
When my body touches down
A million pieces on the ground