(Why I'll Never Be) Clean Again

Take a look at my life - do you see what I need?
(You) better give me the knife, (you) better leave me to bleed

I hate my lies - I hate myself
I hate my life - I hate myself

Take a look in my eyes - do you see what I see?
(You) better take my advice - (you) better listen to me:

I can see I will never be home again
I can see I will never be whole again
I can see I will never be free again
I can see I will never be me again
(I hate my lies - I hate myself)
(I hate my life - I hate myself)

Read my mind -
Now you can see
Why I'll never be clean again

I could lift you up, be your clown, make you smile
I will fuck you up, take you down, make you cry

Take a look at my face - and then kiss me goodbye
(Don't you know that I like to be a scapegoat?)
(You) better drop all your faith - (you) better leave me to die
(Don't you know that I like to be a scapegoat?)

I can see I will never be home again
I can see I will never be whole again
I can see I will never be free again
I can see I will never be me again
(I hate my lies - I hate myself)
(I hate my life - I hate myself)

Read my mind
Now you can see
Why I'll never be clean again