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We lay in the glow of the neon city lights Eyes on the wall through another sleepless night I just wanna be, alone again And I'm remembering I was a wreck when we met at the dollar store I should have just made a run for the exit door I was into you, but now I'm in too deep I was over my head but you said that I'm safer in your arms I was over my head so I fled to the comfort of your charms I guess at the time, you were so idealized Now in the light of the day I realize I was into you, but now I'm in too deep And now I think that it is Sad that I had to get tangled in the wires of your snare It's sad that we had to evaporate and vanish in the air I don't care if you go I don't care if you go I don't care if you up and walk away and just leave me with a wave in the dark I don't care if you go I don't care if you go And now I see that it never really mattered, it's just another chapter to close I don't care if you go Do what you want, I am tired, I am sick of this I never wanted to even admit to this I was into you, now I'm in too deep And now I'm telling you I may be awake but I never really opened up my eyes I may be awake but I never really wanted to rise [Chorus] I've been sleeping with the lights on, buried in regrets Breaking into sweats, naked as a falling leaf It's a natural reaction, driven to distraction, Clawing at the ghosts I'll never meet Oh, I don't know, where they go When they vanish in the corner of my eye And I, don't know why, I don't know If they stay below or rise up to the sky But I'm letting go I'm letting go It's a history that never really grows I'm letting go I'm letting go It's a silent wind that never really blows I'm letting go I'm a slave without a master, heading for disaster Kicking up the dust in the middle of the road I've been waiting on a free ride ticket To a seaside thicket on the edge of Puget Sound And there I'll sit, and I'll admit That I was only just a guest inside my skin And by the dawn, I'll be gone And I won't be holding on to anything again [Chorus] The cold moon is shining And the stars are aligning And I'm here knocking on your door It's two in the morning And we both should be snoring But you're far too lovely to ignore So let's go out and raise some hell Do what you want, I'll never tell And yeah, I know I've been a little slow But hey... I'm good to go I'm snared and I'm smitten Like a scared little kitten But I'm not afraid to tell you anymore I gave up denying And I stopped always trying To avoid the things that freaked me out before I was afraid of fear itself It took so long to leave this shell And yeah, I know I've been a little slow But hey... I'm good to go I know I've been distant So detached and resistant To the things that are perfect in my life I once was a hermit But inside I was yearning just to Take off the mask and see the light And it was you who made me see You gave me hope, and set me free And yeah, I know I've been a little slow But hey... I'm good to go