Almost Lost

I had fun, but now, I can't come down again
To learn, you turn, hating ahhh, closed environment

And so I almost let you go (Am I alone again?)
For so long, I'm almost lost in you (And now it ends again)

I pretend, don't fear, your footsteps fade away
The sound, breaks down, stop me crying, white line of love and hate?

And so I almost let you go (Am I alone again?)
For so long, I'm almost lost in you (I'm still a part of it)

Counting the seasons, I'm thinking of reasons
Touching up offensive, sunk in a grave sent
Talking in whispers, you're in my list but
Unplug me from your world

I almost let you go (so where are you at?)
I'm almost lost in