When I Fail

One day, my life will be a chocolate shake and late night TV
But right now I'm afraid of everything that is going down
Too many decisions, too much responsibility, ahahah
And no one is there to hold me when I fail

Like the deer who knows he won't survive the winter so he runs in fear
The drifts too deep, the browse too scarce, the able too strong to compete
And I wonder if I was stronger when I didn't care
If no one was there to hold me when I fail

One day, my life will be a chocolate shake and late night TV