My First Day Was My Birthday

You look into my eyes
What do you see?
Maybe you can see my mind
In pain and misery

Crying for yesterday
Laughing for tomorrow
Don't forget that awful fate
That drowns you sorrow

I try to rent my footsteps
I try to sell my smile
I try to live my own life
Until the day I die

Are you gonna make me happy
Are you gonna make me sad
Let me be so bad and ugly
Go and tell how mad I am

I try to rent my footsteps
I try to sell my smile
I try to live my own life
Until the day I die
I try to leave my life
'Coz I know today I'll die