You Kill Me

I wait for this
I wait for you to rise
And you bring me through
You make my senses shine
I drink from you
A sensation close to wine
Then I'm bustin' blind
And I'm no longer mine

You kill me (repetition, ridicule)
You kill me (integration, go to school)
You kill me (population override)
You kill me (radiation, suicide)

You leave so quick
Is there logic to this rise
Sensations slip away
I get pulled out in the tide
I want to live
But I feel the stitch inside
Fixation overdrive
You make my senses whine

You kill me (repetition, ridicule)
You kill me (integration, go to school)
You kill me (population override)
You kill me (radiation, suicide)