Close Your Eyes to See

If you pass away
In the wing fortress there's a time divider
And a technical team will be at your services
For what that matters
When the mirror shatters it's harder for me to see
If there are any answers here we haven't searched for
Just type in your code and say a prayer
How could it be, we were so secure?
Cause nothing you've ever planned on
Ever turned out the way you planned
I tried to say
This couldn't feel more wrong
I can't believe its happening
Or lasting this long
If we know each other
Then why should it be so hard to make it stop?
What I tried to say
(This isn't real, and I feel ashamed that I don't think that I can heal)
It's a shame that I would pretend before making amends
But nothing you've ever planned on ever turned out the way you planned
You're still disappointing them