Wallflower

I could have died maybe I should have died
When I saw you walk inside and as you shut the door
I put my eyes back on the floor when all I really wanted was to look some more
Does a wallflower play or does a wallflower stay on his wall?
You see, I live alone, but I've made my happy home all my furniture is centered around my phone
And I'm waiting for a call, my imaginary friends and all
Those who would never let me be taken by the fall
Does a wallflower know when it's time he outgrow his wall?
Tell me does a wall flower know when it's about time he outgrow
Only time has feeling for me
Maybe Father Time feels sorry for me
There was a time when I knew it all
Why don't I ever leave my wall?
You know, that siren's getting louder
And these people are starting to crowd
In on me. all smell and taste is garlic and gunpowder cause I shot the bad guy dead, but he got me in the head
With the girl of my dreams mentioning how much I've bled
Where do the wallflower go when their flowers get pulled from this wall?
Though I know she says I'm brave and bold
She knows a flower cannot hold up a wall
I can't hold up this wall any longer...