Really Something

I'm working on my forward thinking
Working on my self control
Process this ugly mess
And figure out how to make it whole

Choke down a bus ride to the city
Chase it with a trip to the East Side
It seems like over time
I'll get so numb that I won't mind

Some days I actually forget
That this is really something
One look from you and that is it
This is really something
Being hard is hard, so sick of it
This is really something good
This is really something good now

Go change the oil, go get the taillight fixed
Go buy some groceries in the dark
Earth shakes, gets rearranged
And I realized I missed the mark

Some days I actually forget
That this is really something
One smile from you and that is it
And this is really something
Being hard is hard, so sick of it
This is really something good

Some days I actually forget
That this is really something
One smile from you and that is it
And this is really something
Being hard is hard, so sick of it
And this is really something good
This is really something good now