Moments

The last time I was loaded,
Found myself thinking that I
Hadn't thought of you today.
It's been years since I had noticed,
But all that shit came flooding back
What time and distance washed away.

I'm really not like this.

I've never felt so good,
If only for a moment.
And these moments don't last long enough to live.
I'm lost and all alone,
Is anybody out there,
To replace this piece of home that I call you?

Didn't mean to let it,
Was overwhelemd to dwell in
That part of you that still remained.
So next time that I'm loaded,
I'll drink until I'm sober,
and never think of you again.

I'm really not like this,
It started with just one kiss,
I'd do this all again.

I've held this in for so long,
I've held this in for so long.
Without you,
Without you,
It's useless trying to explain what I don't understand.
Without you,
Without you,
Don't bother trying to explain what I won't understand.
Without you,
Without you,
I'm still here!